Alhamdulillah dah masuk clinical years. Life memang busy, and I rarely had the time to write and reflect. Now dah masuk 1st of Ramadhan, and too bad I can't fast together with my family and break fast together. Maybe another 2 weeks I'll be back home. IsyaAllah.
Before balik, ada exam. For sure.
This time dah masuk clinical year, the examination is different. Next week ada short case and by the end of this week (I think) kena submit my case write-up. Sekarang tengah key in all the information into Words. Sambil - sambil tengah buat, I noticed that my favourite MO siapkan everything in the patient history.
When I said everything. I mean everything.
The day patient is admitted into the ward, I clerk the patient. Then minutes later, he came. He wants to clerk the patient. He just datang sebelah and smile. Dia nak tunggu me finishing up the history, but I'm sort of overwhelmed and just let him clerk first. But dang! Why I didn't stay and watch him clerk the patient. Atleast, I'll learn something right?
I observed him from 2 beds before the patient's. At that time, my friend kena ada chauffeur in order to do PE, especially male patient; so I accompany her while observing him. ^^
Bila dia dah finished, I came back to the patient and continue clerking. Guess what happen. Coincidence? I don't think so.
I was asking the patient regarding orthopnoea, and then... he came back right after the patient answered the question. He came back, and ask the same exact thing I asked the patient, "How many pillows do you use?". The patient was smiling and looked at me when the MO asked the same question as mine. Okay. That's coincidence perhaps.
Then he left.
I continue clerking and then I ask the patient about his MDI and how often the patient use it. Out of nowhere, he came back. Asking, "How often do you use your inhaler?" Ofcourse, the patient smile and give the MO the same answer he gave me. Is that, a coincidence?
Am not sure.
Next morning, I went to the hospital and look at the copy of the patient's record. Sekarang baru dapat baca, and thank God, it's all there. Thanks to you too, Dr! :)
Why do I say it's all there? Here is the thing. I observed that he usually write summary of his findings. But for this particular patient, he wrote almost everything, and like very teratur (overly organized?). I think he knows that I chose the patient for my case write-up.
Nak habis dah posting internal medicine. Next is community health. I'm gonna miss him. He's like your average joe and tak handsome pun. He's cute! Nerdy in appearance, but once he takes off his glass, awww.. dia ada cute eyes. ^^ Suka observe him doing fundoscopy.^^ He's not clumsy, but his style made him look like one.
Habis la, dulu susah juga nak tidur sebab dia pernah tegur dekat sink (glamournya tempat). Okay, sink sangat banyak dekat ward tuh, and he chose to basuh his hand at the sink yang aku tengah guna. His first line "Dah okay dah?" and I was like "Apa yang okay?" and then he do this cute expression pointing to my hands (Ahh, cair) I replied "Oh... Umm. Okay..... kot." @#$!!@ why did I say "KOT". =.= then he tunggu till i finish rinsing my hand. Ahhh damn.
BTW, nak tau that MO name sangat susah. His name tag asyik terbalik je everytime I want to see his name. Thank God, my friend yang ada sharp eyes and ears help me. Try to find him on facebook, he doesn't have one. Including Twitter. So I googled him. Then :gulp:... his family sangat awesome! And dia sangat low profile. You sir, indeed a cool person and I admire you.
Hopefully I can graduate and be his HO later in the future? ^^
Obviously I have a crush on him. If ada jodoh, adalah. Only God knows.